A quick update πŸ’«

(No one ask me why I’ve used jellyfish as my thumbnail, because I have no idea πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚)

First of all… Today is my blogs anniversary!! I can’t actually believe that I’ve had this blog for a whole year now! It feels like I’ve only been part of WordPress for a few months, not a year.

I’m so so sorry that I haven’t posted in so longggg!! Literally, I haven’t posted in about two months 😭.

The reason I haven’t really been posting recently is because people have been slowly finding out that it’s me that writes on here.

The whole reason I started this blog is so that I can stay anonymous so that no one would know that it’s me, so that I can be myself.

I only told one person because i didn’t mind them knowing, but now more and more people are finding out and I don’t really like it.

However, I’m not going to stop writing on here because I still love it and I don’t want to give up this account.

Also, I have some news.

You may already know that I’m practicing a solo (singing and piano) and I have really bad stage fright. (I’m performing the song “yours” by Ella Henderson).

Anyway, I didn’t know this, but everyone who wanted to be in the concert had to audition and then they would decide if you were good enough.

I was so scared when I found this out because I didn’t think I would get in. But I did! At first, I overthought my part on the piano and then I started to forgot the lyrics. I freaked out and I kept shaking and I couldn’t concentrate or remember anything. I forgot everything, so I changed my audition date to the next week.

However, I was really angry with myself that I couldn’t do it, so I went to the practice rooms (there basically just these small, practising rooms) with my friend after school.

I was so much calmer and I realised that I hadn’t forgotten the song, I was just panicking to much. So, my friend asked my music teacher to listen to me and he said that I was really good and that he wanted me to perform in the concert.

So, the first rehearsals were today, and I did my song without any mistakes. It was kinda weird though, because no one had heard me sing before; but most people didn’t judge me and it went really well.

However (I keep saying however πŸ˜‚), the music teacher forgot to set up the microphone stand and someone had to hold it while I was singing (I couldn’t hold it because I was also playing the piano) and it was so awkward πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚.

I was just worrying that at any moment, my clumsiness would shine through and I’d head butt the microphone. (Luckily I didn’t πŸ˜‚).

ALSO, another thing that happened today was that we had our math exam! πŸ™„ It was absolute torture! I generally think I failed! This was definitely the hardest test that we’d ever done and I couldn’t understand it! Everyone in my year struggled with it, which made me feel a bit better.

I just hate maths so much!! 😭😭

The really sad thing is, is that I revised so much and the things that my teacher told me would be in the test… weren’t πŸ˜‚.

So, I basically just studied loads of pointless, mathematical information for literally no reason at all…

And another thing is that we have more injections tomorrow at school πŸ™„. UrGh.

I’m bamballimg on again so I’m just going to end this.

Its come to the point where I don’t even know what this blog post is about anymore πŸ˜‚.

Thank you so much for reading my post and I’m sorry if there’s a million spelling mistakes in this. (It’s midnight and I’m so tired πŸ’€).

Toodles xxx


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